I been thinkin’ bout a couple mental problems and i’m sick of bein honest and i’m runnin’ through the questions that i get no comment
You’re the toxin to my name and you’re the blood within my veins
You’re the numbness in my brain
That i can’t get out no matter what i say
I can’t keep strength
I can’t lose faith
My mind is blank
I need a break cause I
I’m not feeling good
Not feeling right
Been smokin’ too much
But i’ll be alright
I’m missin you
You’re not missin me
We know we don’t mix
So i need a drink
That’s a person, can you hear it?
I hear people screamin’ help but help is nowhere near it
I don’t know what’s at the end so i am prayin to a spirit
But thе gate is too late and i look into the lyrics
See i don’t know much but i do know this
If thе world were to end it was politics
And i know that i can spit it but i’m tryna make it out of a shitty suburb off of dollar tips
Tryna be the honest kid
But it’s hard when i need sum food to eat i need a fuckin room to dream
I was runnin’ round the town tryna make what i could just so i could pay the bills and get a motherfuckin room to sleep cause i
I’m not feeling good
Not feeling right
Been smokin’ too much
But i’ll be alright
I’m missin you
You’re not missin me
We know we don’t mix
So i need a drink
Drinkin, i’ve been sleepin’ in
And then i’m, on the brink again
You hear that, time is short but still
Our time is, on the reach again
Those god damn days are adding it
Gotta rehabilitate myself and shit
But i head-on straight with a little bit of help from alcohol and vicodin
I don’t know what i feel now, im closer to the edge
It’ll take one push and i’m off that ledge
Ramen noodle meals and shovin gifts in a bag to tear those up by a hospital bed
Meds are keepin’ me on earth
And without pills i feel so lost
I kept my feet dug in the dirt
I can’t have shit without a cost
My lungs are hurt from all the smoke, i keep losin’ my train of thought, im goin 80 down the road and pull the fuckin’ wheel across, lost cause i
I’m not feeling good
Not feeling right
Been smokin’ too much
But i’ll be alright
I’m missin you
You’re not missin me
We know we don’t mix
So i need a drink