​feel you here

[Verse 1: Cavasoul]
Here's another song I wrote for you, I hope you hear it
I ain't seen you in a year but I still feel you here in spirit
Recall events involved ripped out hair and broken glasses
I hold the cred for some but I believe in second chances
What the fuck is life about if you don't spend it with the ones you love?
Solo dolo journey, empty like my bed when waking up
Been a long time, plenty lonely nights
Looking at the stars like what we did when we were growing up
It feels like every night I'm getting fucked, I cannot sleep
I have these dreams where you were gone forever
Sweating through my sheets
We never speak, but I still think about the way we used to be
The loving scenes, and now it's sweltering sleepless nights eternally
I'll never change, but nothing will ever be the same
Sleeves are soaking through but now it's only me in the rain
I got away from everything to try to help numb the pain
But memories don't go away when they replay in your brain
I can't control it, never leaving myself open
I hide away my heart so it can heal from being broken
Got it back 'cause it was stolen, all these flashbacks
The moments that I have have been slowly killing off all my emotion
Yeah

[Verse 2: Giovanni]
Let me out, please
I just need some help so I can lead a life that's healthy
Bounce around the walls, I feel like everyone is crowding it
You would help prevent myself from feeling like I'm drowning
But now that you are gone I think that my time is up
Is it here? Is it now? Do I finally give up?
I know it's kinda morbid to think that all of this is meaningless
But living here without you is honestly making me feel sick
Yeah, they tell me that it's all okay
But I don't think they understand despite me being so in pain
It's obvious, preposterous, there's no way you could feel that way
I think that I'm okay, now wait a minute, no it's clear as day
Yeah, sometimes I question why you left me
Come to think of it, I know you never cared about me
You just loved yourself and now I doubt that this is helping
Since you ain't coming back, and so I'm crying
Let me out, please