Feel Ugly

[Chorus]
I twist off that cap and take out that glass
Try forget my past, but I know that
I'm just scared to face it
I'm just scared to face it
Hate that I've been hurt so long, I don't feel so strong
All my rights feel wrong, with a sip it's all gone
I feel ugly
There's nothing here to love me, oh, oh

[Verse 1]
Gone away, lose my mind
Losin' time through this wine
Lost my chain, I know why
Feel a way, lost my mind
Wanting this, feel this pain
And nowhere to go, I'm feeling strange
Lost my life through this wine
Pour out that glass, losing time
Making lists, tryna take something
Don't know why I feel to cry
Oh wait, oh wait, oh Lord

[Chorus]
I twist off that cap and take out that glass
Try forget my past, but I know that
I'm just scared to face it
I'm just scared to face it
Hate that I've been hurt so long, I don't feel so strong
All my rights feel wrong, with a sip it's all gone
I feel ugly
There's nothing here to love me

[Bridge]
Speak to the people
One time

[Verse 2]
Moved out my old hood, too smart for my own good
'Cause they watch you go down, just to say, "Ohh boy, I told you"
I'm a son of a gun, I just hope it's not too belated
I'm not behaving, my wallet's a desert
Side chicks wanna be official
Baby mama tellin' me, "I miss you"
My girlfriend doesn't want kids and
Every single one of her friends give me signals
Tell me, should I smoke that bitches like a zute?
But I'm a young boy, I don't want a yute
Sitting in the garden, staring at the moon
Scheming on how the hell I'm gonna get the loot
Should I run up in roadway? Talking banks and casinos
Watching Pacino, food for my ego
I'm on anti-depressants, and my soul my weapon, uh
The day I sell it, I swear I be depressed, eh

[Chorus]
I twist off that cap and take out that glass
Try forget my past, but I know that
I'm just scared to face it
I'm just scared to face it
Hate that I've been hurt so long, I don't feel so strong
All my rights feel wrong, with a sip it's all gone
I feel ugly
There's nothing here to love me