Feel This Way

[Chorus: Gibby Stites]
I don't wanna live this way, aye
I don't wanna live this way, aye
I don't wanna-I don't wanna-I don't wanna-I don't wanna live this way
I don't wanna, I don't wanna live today, oh no
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't even know what's real today
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I don't wanna live this way
I don't wanna, I don't wanna live today, oh no
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't even know what's real today
Check it out

[Post-Chorus: Gibby Stites]
I'm throwin' all my pills away
Like I don't want to feel this way no more
Problems all in my brain
I don't wanna fix 'em, I don't want to be sane no more

[Verse 1: Gibby Stites]
I wake up every day with a knot in my gut
Wrong thoughts in my head but I got, sick it up
Haters want to talk in the comments, it sucks
But my real life's enough, I do not give a fuck
This game is a bitch and she hop when we fuck
I've been in it my whole life, I'm not giving up
Evеrything I got, yeah, I got from the mud
From the bottom to thе top, I won't stop for the grub
But I'm lost for the day, I be gone for the evening
Back evolved though it's all for a reason
Can't stand myself or my mental health
Lost in the sauce writing songs with a meaning (Songs with a meaning)
Fuck the world, yell it three times
You look like Alanis Morrisette with the peace sign
Bitch you oughta know I ain't ever gon' resign
Still get depressed and distressed since they eat my brain

[Chorus: Gibby Stites]
I don't wanna live this way
I don't wanna, I don't wanna live today, oh no
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't even know what's real today
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I don't wanna live this way
I don't wanna, I don't wanna live today, oh no
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't even know what's real today
Check it out

[Post-Chorus: Gibby Stites]
I'm throwin' all my pills away
Like I don't want to feel this way no more
Problems all in my brain
I don't wanna fix 'em, I don't want to be sane no more

[Verse 2: Jamie Madrox]
Problematic, first step trying to recognize an addict
False face intact, pills in a bag
Weed in a sack, pipe and bottle, needles and dabs
Needless to say it's all jabs and uppercuts
And take it to the highest high and leave you down in the dumps (Down in the dumps)
More slumps than rolling hills
And now we trying to chase the thing that made you fail
Whole like milk, I live on tilt
You could have done a lot more with the time you killed
Could have had the whole world full of hopes and dreams
Now your head's in hands exhausted beyond means (Beyond means)
I've seen better days and I
Know this ain't the way so
I'm just trying to do WTF'll get me through

[Chorus: Gibby Stites]
I don't wanna live this way
I don't wanna, I don't wanna live today, oh no
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't even know what's real today
Check it out like
I don't wanna live this way
I don't wanna, I don't wanna live today, oh no
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't even know what's real today
Check it out

[Post-Chorus: Gibby Stites]
I'm throwin' all my pills away
Like I don't want to feel this way no more
Problems all in my brain
I don't wanna fix 'em, I don't want to be sane no more