Feel Me

So sick and tired
It never stops
Lord

I'm sick and tired
Like an insomniac with AIDS
And I'm getting wired
Taking bomb-sacks to the face
After I hit this fire
I'ma calmly rack the gaze
Then I'ma clip this wire
Blam! And relax for days
Because life is hard
All I do wait for rain
And it's twice as hard
You can't contemplate the gain
So I write this card
Right before taking aim
I've never cried this hard
Man, I can't take this man!
It's the season Lord
It's began hateful times creep
What's the reason for
Me unable to find sleep?
When I'm needing more
Re-runs and fables 'cause I'm deep
And I'm pleading for
These sun's rays on my cheeks
'Cause I'm from a side
Without love and romance
And since my brother died
I've let love get no chance
And then they flood my eyes
Tears like blood just pour man
'Cause I don't wanna die
Without my soul in Your hands
So

[Hook]
Feel me
Whoever however the wind blows
Tell me
Too bad I'll never pretend
Fool
Kill me
Whenever I'm severed my limbs grow
Really
I need somebody to please just feel me
Really
Somebody please just feel me

Now I drop to my knees
I need to speak for a second
To my Father, please!
Don't need no priest for a Methodist
You need to talk to me
It's been weeks since your presence was released
You follow me?
I'm feeling enchained
Lock and key
Let me loose
Because freedom is all I ask for
I'm begging You
I need a touch from the Master
And I'm ready to
Crucify my useless life and be used by Christ
Lord is that too much to ask for?
Because all I own
Is painful thoughts and shattered dreams
And I'm all alone
These thoughts I own are battering
But I call it home
But it's my fault I'm out of swing
And then I saw the Throne
And behold there sat a king
He was beautiful
The word until then I had no use for...
I'm unsuitable
For me to deserve to even view Him
Yet beautiful
For me to observe and feel useless
He truly was
And me from the curb and ruthless
And He handed me
The keys to peace and the release
From insanity
Embraced Your grace and took my place
In Your family
Submit my gifts with hands lifted
I frantically
And still chanting
"How can it be!"

[Hook]
Feel me
Whoever however the wind blows
Tell me
Too bad I'll never pretend
Fool
Kill me
Whenever I'm severed my limbs grow
Really
I need somebody to please just feel me
Really
Somebody please just feel me

Let's pause for a second
We all need help sometimes
And even if you never felt one rhyme
I beg for one time to be heard
Beyond the walls of the judge mental
Together
Let's stroll through the halls of Thug Central
To a room that contains all the pain I'm trying to release
To see peace in Him
To myself I must decrease
So here I go
My life's an under-bucket
Still I roll
Whenever I hear a 'Heaven'
No longer do I ask the question
"Will I go?"
I ain't earned it
But I've learned through the word of discernment
That all He requires is a permanent pledge
For me to dwell in this firmament's hedge
The best option for me is to hop in the Book and learn what it says
22 years homie
Still in this game
No longer fear it
Still dealing with pain
It weighs heavy and I'm feeling the chains
My song's playing
And I'm praying, "Jesus, please save me a dance"
'Cause the only woman I ever loved never gave me a chance
This goes to Nemone
Apologies for smoking so heavily
And having a cock please to beat families
I hope that if they can see that although I 'G'
The Lord dwells in me still
I carry weapons 'cause the jealousy's real
But I hear the Spirit telling me
"Chill, leave the block alone
Just rock the zone with your heavenly skill"
It usually takes me an hour to write
But I'm feeling the power tonight
So the lyrics just sour despite
All the hell that surrounds me
I'ma bail until He soundly crowns me
I smile 'cause he found me
Wishing I was pure with the obscure
But I'm merely a man
But I'm down Lord
Sincerely I am
Please understand and just

[Hook]
Feel me
Whoever however the wind blows
Tell me
I'll never pretend
Fool
Kill me
Whenever I'm severed my limbs grow
I need somebody to please just
Feel me
Really
I need somebody to please just feel me