Feel It All

I'm talking to myself trying make it better
Maybe I just need some time to myself
You don’t understand
Im caught up in bad weather
Too many things crowding my mind

I know you say I’ll be alright in a little while
Can’t help what’s going on inside even when I smile

I feel it all when the world is taking all that I have
I feel it all when I give the love and don’t give it back
I feel it all
I’d rather feel something that makes me react
Sometimes I need to feel sad
Sometimes I’m just happy that
I feel it all

I try to numb myself
With alcohol and screens but
It only puts me back to sleep
It didn’t help
It was a distraction
Another chain reaction
Didn’t give me what I need