Feel Good Song of the Year

We may not enjoy living together (Living together)
But dying together isn't gonna solve anything
(Isn't gonna solve anything)

I never thought the day would come when I
Would be the poison in the pen I use to write
You said you were alone in somewhat of a nervous tone
I guess it was the blank look on your face that was easy to replace
So then I went and drank myself into an idiot all through the night
Recounting all my paranoid and selfish thoughts, but I was right

I made a space for you inside my soul
And let my feelings kill the part that I control
So part of you was me, neglectful, maybe cold it seemed
Despite having the wounds we both imbibe
The scars are
Somewhere we can't hide

I then stayed up for two more years just thinking of the sacrifice you made
Indifferent to the reason so apparent in the pain
I polished off another drink and taught myself to numb and drift away
For one more night so I could justify the day

So now I entertain the thought of going all alone
But you are all the life I've ever known

[Instrumental Break]

I swear one day I'll get it back something that is already dead and gone
Again I see the trumpet player looking for his song
Don't worry, I won't follow you, that part of me is learning to let go
What was a space is like a cancer in my soul