Feel Anymore

Intro: You’re probably gonna hate me when you hear this
But I had to get this off of my chest
I don’t understand where I ever went wrong
Cause I only cared about what was best
I guess that’s what happens for thinking you’ll make my heart heal
I never thought someone could still
Breathe and yet be killed
This hole in my heart
Is something I’ll probably never fill
Cause you took everything from me
And including my ability to feel

Chorus: Cause I can’t feel anymore
My heart is so numb
I need to let go
Cause I’ve been so strong
I’ve been holding on
I can’t no more

Verse 1: Love is like a drug
That’s constantly got you high
All that pain can’t touch you
With that person by your side
Why’d you accept me?
My whole life I’ve been denied
My imperfections got me tied
While anxiety keeps me fried
I’m so lost inside my mind
Losing my grip with fucking life
But I continue to check on you
And make sure that you’re alright
Even when you broke me
The only person I thought was mine
Just for you to go and take advantage of my fucking time
I dont get it
It’s like I’m fucking numb but it hurts
Stuck between two realities
Not ever knowing my worth
Pain has kept me humble
While love has kept me hurt
So why do I sit here and continue to search
For something I don’t have and don’t need
But do want
It broke me
Knowing you don’t want me
Why don’t you want me?
I’m tired of people leaving then acting like they don’t know me
Now I’m begging you please don’t leave
Don’t leave cause

Chorus: Cause I can’t feel anymore
My heart is so numb
I need to let go
Cause I’ve been so strong
I’ve been holding on
I can’t no more

Verse 2: I lost friends for you
Never cared who befriended you
I wonder if breaking my heart
Was something that you meant to do
It’s pitiful
All my time I spent with you
Told you that I love you
You can’t say it never meant to you
It’s funny how you’re lovey dovey
One day that just ain’t you
I’d still be here for you
Cause I could never fucking hate you
Said you never changed, but that changed
You became a changed you
You played me like a video game
It’s a game I let you play through
But why?
I always let my guard down
Letting people in has been a fucking let down
Addicted to the love is the reason why I’m scarred now
Cause the higher that I get the harder that I fucking fall down
That’s real
I’m still alive but feel like I’ve been killed
But I know another person
Isn’t gonna make it heal
I gotta do it all myself
Sometimes that’s just the deal
Cause im so just fucking numb
I’ll probably never ever feel

Chorus: Cause I can’t feel anymore
My heart is so numb
I need to let go
Cause I’ve been so strong
I’ve been holding on
I can’t no more

Outro: I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
Feel Anymore