​feel again

[Chorus]
I just wanna feel again
When I'm feelin' off I'm told to suck it up and deal with it
I got plenty thoughts that take control, I'm tryna keep within
Open up my scars each time you go I wanna bleed again
Never wind up feelin' it, I just wanna feel again

[Verse 1]
I been high as fuck, but I ain't feelin' shit
'Cause every time you give me hell I start to breathe it in
Just watch me blow out all the smoke and never speak again
You're losing all your fuckin' friends, I'm never thinkin' that
Overthinking in my bed, I'll never sleep again
You always promise me you'll stay, but never keeping it
Now I got another question to ask you
What's it like to have emotion surround you?

[Chorus]
I just wanna feel again
When I'm feelin' off I'm told to suck it up and deal with it
I got plenty thoughts that take control, I'm tryna keep within
Open up my scars each time you go I wanna bleed again
Never wind up feelin' it, I just wanna feel again
When I'm feelin' off I'm told to suck it up and deal with it
I got plenty thoughts that take control, I'm tryna keep within
Open up my scars each time you go I wanna bleed again
Never wind up feelin' it, I just wanna feel again

[Verse 2]
Where the fuck were all these people when I needed them?
'Cause I been wondering if maybe I defeated them
Some sort of battle, mind is in shambles
Falling apart because the devil's a gamble
I been falling apart, it's getting harder to handle
Got my mind in the dust, I'm tearing up like a vandal
Maybe I should really listen what I say
I'm never really here

[Chorus]
I just wanna feel again
When I'm feelin' off I'm told to suck it up and deal with it
I got plenty thoughts that take control, I'm tryna keep within
Open up my scars each time you go I wanna bleed again
Never wind up feelin' it, I just wanna feel again
When I'm feelin' off I'm told to suck it up and deal with it
I got plenty thoughts that take control, I'm tryna keep within
Open up my scars each time you go I wanna bleed again
Never wind up feelin' it, I just wanna feel again