Feed My Ghost

[Verse 1: Shwabadi]
There's a conflict hidden in the difference
Between reality and non-existence
See the mirror reflection looking distant
That ain't me I've spotted in the vision
Locked inside the mind I find a prison
Soul divides a light colliding prism
In this industry it's only business
That's all? It's only business
They sold you a dream and you bought tickets
Then switched it, the paradise promised had got missing
The glitz is illusory, glamour has started slipping
Be careful what you say because they're always gonna listen
Yeah, OK, something's wrong but it can't be helped
Mental's gone and I'm not myself, might be lost on the way to hell
Those around me don't know how the pain felt
The fame dealt a blow, all I know is I ain't well
I stay acting, you bastards are fake, fact is
I'm adamant, can't stand it, I'm after a changed habit
You think that you're great, catching my brain like a caged rabbit
You can take everything else but I'm more than just stage talent

[Chorus: Sinewave Fox]
Take what you want from me
And shape me so perfectly
I can feel the static when I breathe
Spill into infinity
Take what you want from me
And shape me so perfectly
I can feel the splitting of your soul
Take you in and feed my ghost

[Verse 2: Sinewave Fox]
Welcome to my mainstay, this ain't just a bad day
Slivers of my sanity are pouring in a cascade
Caskets castrate the cast of this comedy
The demon that I'm seeing's getting even with my oddities
Somebody's watching me and my anxiety's hung
Onto the hope that I'm intangibly numb
I'm standing in crumbs, chewing on what's left of my lungs
It's a perfect shade of blue when hating things that you love
If you learn to save the hues then you will never see the end of it
The other me is clawing at what's left of my own innocence
What I felt was genuine, now I am a denizen
Navigating fragments of delusions I was living in
Maybe I will never be the same
Lay me in the remnants of my grave
There is something poetic about the way it feels
Trembling in fear or maybe there's nobody really here

[Chorus: Sinewave Fox]
Take what you want from me
And shape me so perfectly
I can feel the static when I breathe
Spill into infinity
Take what you want from me
And shape me so perfectly
I can feel the splitting of your soul
Take you in and feed my ghost

[Outro: Sinewave Fox]
I don't care if there is death in my eyes
I'll never let you take me alive (you'll never take me)
I don't care if there is death in my eyes
I'll never let you take me alive
No, you'll never take me alive
No, you'll never take me alive
You'll never take me