Fed Up

[Chorus]
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up but I still try
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up (My head up)
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up

[Verse 1]
Why do I feel like a letdown?
On the edge, I don't wanna get down
Been on this road one time way back when I chose J Mac over Les Brown (Uh-huh)
So close to calling it quits
Look at all the dumb stuff that I did
Said I wouldn't be just like my Dad but I went ghost on two of my kids
No cap, just might pop 10 more of these Prozac
So hard to forget, I don't rеally wanna go back
I really need a fresh start, could really usе a mulligan
I been in rehab, I don't really wanna relapse

[Pre-Chorus]
Yikes, that ain't right but that's alright
I'm out at night
In my head, off my meds
And I'm feelin' sad
I don't know why (Yeah)

[Chorus]
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up but I still try
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up, mmm
I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up

[Post-Chorus]
I ain't right but that alright
Off my meds out at night
All that time, can’t get back
Feelin' sad, I don't know why
I ain’t gon' lie, you ain't no good but come on by
Come on, slide
Still can't feel, lost my bro
Still don't cry, I don't know why

[Verse 2]
Twenty-five letters on my dresser
Why do "I" feel like a mess up? (Mess up)
Everybody see me out here walkin' with the Lord, but I still wanna dance with the Devil
Yeah
Why I show love to baby (Baby)
But I still friend zone Quintessa? (Quintessa)
Every single woman deserve to be loved
A gift like that so special
But we treat a dark skin like precious
And a redbone girl so extra
All I gotta say is be careful
Cause the media is really out to get you

[Pre-Chorus]
Yikes, that ain't right but that's alright
I'm out at night
In my head, off my meds
And I'm feelin' sad
I don't know why (Yeah)

[Chorus]
But I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up
But I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up
But I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up
But I get so fed up
Sometimes it's hard to keep my head up

[Post-Chorus]
I ain't right but that's alright
Off my meds out at night
All that time, can’t get back
Feelin' sad, I don't know why
I ain’t gon' lie, you ain't no good but come on by
Come on, slide
Still can't feel, lost my bro
Still don't cry, I don't know why

[Ou]
I get so fed up
Sometimes it’s hard to keep my
Head up
(I try)
(I try)