february the first

I could really kill myself right fucking now
If I did it right now, it wouldn’t make a sound
I will never feel at home until I’m in the ground
Satan wanna see me bleeding through my eyes for the crown
When my peers, they hear my music, they’re like “what’s that about?”
I just tell ‘em not to worry, it don’t matter for now

I could really kill myself right fucking now
If I did it right now, it wouldn’t make a sound
I will never feel at home until I’m in the ground
Satan wanna see me bleeding through my eyes for the crown
When my peers, they hear my music, they’re like “what’s that about?”
I just tell ‘em not to worry, it don’t matter for now
Now I know that you don’t want me and I’m wanting to shout
Maybe you’ll think that it’s funny when I dig at your scalp

Baby you’ll think that it’s funny when i dig at your skin
Cause it’s just looking really nice and I just wanna be in
You try to kick, you try to fight, but you just know that I’ll win
I’m always scaring you away, wish I was sober again
I’m always scaring you away, wish I was sober again
And I’m just tired of writing stupid shit with this stupid pen
I fucking hate my life and really wish that this shit would end

I could really kill myself right fucking now
If I did it right now, it wouldn’t make a sound
I will never feel at home until I’m in the ground
Satan wanna see me bleeding through my eyes for the crown
When my peers, they hear my music, they’re like “what’s that about?”
I just tell ‘em not to worry, it don’t matter for now
Now I know that you don’t want me and I’m wanting to shout
Maybe you’ll think that it’s funny when I dig at your scalp