February Crush

​Last night as I drifted
I washed up in Kolkata
The memories came flooding back
And led me to the river
Early starts and late evenings
Those journies in cramped cars
Getting closer to one another
While listening to your poems

It's just another case
Of me misreading the signs in your face
You never liked me, did ya?
Another February crush
In our summer far away

One time it was raining
Or maybe it just felt that
Dealing with emotions
And crying on the landing
Climbing up the staircase
You asked how I was doing
That's when I got in my head
That you had thoughts to share

It's just another case
Of me misreading the signs in your face
You never liked me, did ya?
Another February crush
In our summer far away

Flying back to London
The last time that I saw you
I need to be just letting go
I never stood a chance
Wishing I was back there
Or sitting round a fire
But even just seeing you smile
Will always be enough