Featuring Uzuhan

[Cinema & Electro Intro Mix]

Verse I:
I'm so old, fucking old
My mind has tried to change myself
Kept me running from myself
For years

[Mmmm]

I've tried it all
I never changed
I'm not satisfied with current states
My entire life is acting strange
And I don't like it

Verse II:
I'm afraid of staying
I'm scared to breathe
My whole future me will never change
Cause I've seen it all
Like Dr. Strange
And I don't like it
I don't like it

[Electric Guitar & Cinema Instrumental]
Ohh [10x]

The way I should feel
Seems so desperatеly out of reach
It's like I'm moving on a circle
I can't see

By thе way...
What is time?
Why I'm so scared of my lifetime?
I should think less
And use more of it all the time
All the time

[Piano Instrumental]

[Rap Bonus ft. Uzuhan]

I didn't like the shape of my legs
Felt bulky
I wish they were straight like an edge
Pull it over my head
When I put on the threads
I think it looks better automatic
I only see the defects
I only see the blemishes
I only see things I want to change
In comparison
I only see the ways I fall short
But you would never guess
I wanna learn to love my own skin
I wanna cherish it
I wanna see all of this as a part of my journey
I'm not embarrassed of it
Not embarrassed of it
People think I should have it figured out
Self-acceptance is such a long road
Hope you learn to travel on and make your way out [way out]
All these twists and turns
You might trip and burn
But discover a power you didn't see at first
Maybe this ain't all that bad

[Drumming & Piano Instrumental]

[Outro Rap Verse ft. Uzuhan]
I wanna see all of this as a part of my journey
I'm not embarrassed of it
Not embarrassed of it
People think I should have it figured out [fuck that]
Self-acceptance is such a long road [long road]
Hope you learn to travel on and make your way out [way out]
All these twists and turns
You might trip and burn
But discover a power you didn't see at first
Maybe this ain't all that bad

[Piano Organ Instrumental]