Fears

[Verse 1]
I should’ve let you go
Before you fucked me up
Addicted to your soul
I wanna take it slowly

[Verse 2]
Don’t leave when you get to know me
Save your words, still gotta show me
Wanted to take control
But now I’m scared of floating

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna wake up
Feeling like a waste of time in the space between my thoughts
Feeling like I’m not enough for you cause you already know
That I’m struggling to love for the things I’ve seen and done
I don’t wanna wake up lonely with a stranger in my bed
I don’t wanna live a life that I wanted to forget
And sometimеs it’s hella easy to do things I could regrеt
And I know you’d do the same if you were inside my head
Trying to numb the pain

[Verse 3]
This thing is hard to get
I hate I always fail
It seems like it’s the end
I’m swimming down in hell

[Verse 4]
I don’t wanna listen to your words
Don’t know the fears I struggle with when I don’t love myself enough
Don’t know if you are good to me ‘cause I am used to being alone
It’s hard to choose who’s gonna break my soul

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna wake up
Feeling like a waste of time in the space between my thoughts
Feeling like I’m not enough for you cause you already know
That I’m struggling to love for the things I’ve seen and done
I don’t wanna wake up lonely with a stranger in my bed
I don’t wanna live a life that I wanted to forget
And sometimes it’s hella easy to do things I could regret
And I know you’d do the same if you were inside my head
Trying to numb the pain