Fear / Loathing

[Part 1: Fear]

[Intro: Tiad Hilm]
When I heard the news
My hands are really shaking
Barely catch my breath
Oh shit, felt like I'm sinking
Things that I fear
It's finally happening
Not just my body
My soul too was trembling

[Verse: Tiad Hilm]
I was so naive to think y'all just nothing
In fact, I believed in y'all ain't doing something
In fact, life's a bitch, she fucked me like you do
Please, tell me what is wrong, what should I fucking do?
Now I live in constant fear
There goes my constant tear
Silently do my prayer
Fuck you and your affair
This whole thing is insane
I wish you keeping me sane
I'm clueless of what's to gain?
Besides my reign of pain
Do I gotta suffer or do I gotta bleed?
A good comforting lover is something that I need
Try my best to recover
I won't do something misdeed
So, heed my voice and read my lines
Still watching you from the sidelines
But nothing I can't do about all the crimes
You did, 'cause you mastered the sublime
I think I need some extra time
To think that you're such a fraud
You're so fake, crooked, and I can't stand
The way you looked at him, fuck that
Then I'm asking you to be outcast
'Til I can be free at long last

[Part 2: Loathing]

[Chorus: Moe Hummid]
You fucked my girl behind my back
You lied to me this whole time
Did I do something wrong?
Or you think that I'm so dumb?

[Verse 1: Cosmicburp]
What's a God to a non-believer?
What's matter for the pople?
What if I choose to be the evil?
Went through the sleepless night and the deepest mind
Seeking for some reasons
Reaching out to realize that we're not the deal
I feel the fear
I heed to kneel
I see the unreal
Unclear; Foolish-vital doubt and suicidal thoughts
I kissed the scissors, I spit on the mirror, I slit the wrists
I split the differences, I lit my cigarette
Wishing to be deceased by the smoke
Disease of the hope's invading like the Caesar of my season
I need to be healed but no one's reaching
I need you to speak up, even though you won't see me in the face
I bleed when you sneak out, we both know I can't run fast in your pace
Interphase, too much time being wasted in the celly
Gotta wear a helmet 'cause if I don't, I could never help it

[Verse 2: Tiad Hilm]
Wish I could be that guy who pulled her from the abyss
But she just gonna be the one that I really hate to miss
Now I be reminiscin' how she light my way to bliss
She's smooth like Swiss cheese, so thank God that she's exist
It's unclear I can't resist to assist you coexist
Because I think I'm an addict of befit to her soul kiss
Some of you might hatin' me, I know y'all think I'm hypocrite
All I do is to admit that I'm wrong and I'm selfish
Just punch me with your strong hand, if that would make you feel better
Even though it's a dead letter, I'm aware that you'll bitter
You know there ain't gonna be later, it's really now or forever
I know it's going to sever, I'm welcome to be called The Wrecker
That pleasure was really treasure, enter the center of the Hell
"Hello Satan, I've come again so please just ring the fucking bell"
Fuck the together whatever, this is the end of endeavor
Sorry, it won't happen again, whenever wherever, I'm gone

[Outro: Moe Hummid]
You fucked my girl behind my back
You lied to me this whole time
Did I do something wrong?
Or you think that I'm so dumb?