Fear

Verse 1
Last night I swear I heard an angel talking/ Heard her out cuz i ain't ever listen often/ Said you're gifted I don't want to see you falter/ Get up off these drugs you ain't ready for a coffin/ Damn, well I guess she was right/ I never overdosed but I tried every night/ Feeling like a fiend with a vicious appetite/ Gotta thank the lord I ain't in a graveside/ Cuz I woke each morning and my body started shaking/ Going through withdrawals so my belly always aching/ Tryna find a piece of my heart that was taken/ Thought it was love but now I see I was mistaken/ It's hard loving someone when you know they're unfaithful/ Swallowed all my pride and forgave your betrayal/ All I heard was lies and it made me so hateful/ Played me more than twice got me feeling so shameful/ Sipping on this liquor til I drown in my sorrows/ Now I know reality a hard pill to swallow/ And every good leader also knows when to follow/ so make a change today you ain't promised tomorrow/ And nah I ain't drake but I'm coming from the bottom/ over stand the struggle I know everybody got one/ Kids on the corner blocks filled with empty houses/ Ain't no jobs for 'em so we hustling and robbing/ The only thing I got is my voice n my pride/ Middle of the summer but its cold by lakeside/ Where bad guys live n only good people die/This shit makes me wonder how the fuck I'm still alive/

Hook
This shit will eat you up like hannibal/ So if you feeling lost believe I'm understanding you/ My people getting treated like we're animals/ And then you wonder why I'm crazy and angry for/

Verse 2
I shed a thousand tears but I ain't the crying type/ I haven't given up and I ain't lost my fight/ The devil want my soul but that ain't worth no price/ I really live an ugly life so my verse sounds nice/ My aunt's got cancer and my cousin locked away/ You're always on my mind in my hearts where you stay/ Lost in the dark tryna find a sunny day/ I gotta make it out gotta find my own way/ I suffered through it all but it made me strong again/ Trapped by my ignorance I had to break a chain/ Knowledge is power so I weaponized my brain/ Now this world is mine and I got everything to gain/ Feeling at my best now I got a chance to prove it/ Had to cut the dead weight SOS a movement/ Norfside on my side so I said let's do this/ Music is a drug and I just might abuse it/ I never once thought I could make it this far/ I came a long way from selling dope stealing cars/ Made it out the flames hope you read my memoirs/ Headed for the top you can see me with the stars/ I lost some loved ones and a couple of peers/ But it's time for me to shine I conquered all of my fears/ Focused on the future I ain't looking in the rear/ Expressing what I feel and my pain disappears (hey)/ So if you been hurt bad throw your hands up/ And if they tryna pull you down it's time to stand up/ Believe in yourself don't let your dreams shatter/ Whole team going up making change matter/ Ain't nobody special just a broken hearted bastard/ Keeping it one hundred from the cradle to the casket/ Working like a slave I deserve to be a master/ Story of my life and you just heard the first chapter/