[Chorus: ratyawns]
It's not your fault that I keep fucking up
I wouldn't blame you if I gave up
I just hope that if I grow and if I change
I'll be better than who you thought I am
It's not my fault that you keep getting mad
I can't control me when I get sad
And I know that all I can do is complain
I don't know why I am this way
[VERSE 1: funeral]
I think I'm fucked up
Lil baby whats up
Lil bitch I'm into love
Lil baby ain't tryna fuck
I think I'm fucked inside my head
I get what I get
I want you instead
Too much I regret now
I am not tuned into my head now
Staying up wishing I was dead now
Staying up, all I see is red now
Lay my head down
[Chorus: ratyawns]
It's not your fault that I keep fucking up
I wouldn't blame you if I gave up
I just hope that if I grow and if I change
I'll be better than who you thought I am
It's not my fault that you keep getting mad
I can't control me when I get sad
And I know that all I can do is complain
I don't know why I am this way
[OUTRO: ratyawns]
It's fucked up
The way you treated me
I'm so hung up
You'vе become my enеmy
It's fucked up
What you've done to me
I'm so hung up
What I'm left with is debris