Fatherhood (feat. BabyGee)

[Intro - BabyGee]

Won't you live my way just one time
I've been here all along
Can't you hear my voice, calling out
You left me on my own

[Verse 1 - Jay UF]
You are the light of my life, the bright of the night
The fight of my fight, 'cause your entire is now binded to mine
Even when we fight and you just whine all the time
And think I'm lazy, 'cause it's true, but you stay right by my side
It's 'cause you love me, I don't know why but you were there and shit
In my head I'm thinkin' that you'll leave me 'cause my temperament
Ain't heaven sent, or anything a parent ever let you get
It's all the tension from that never ending stress up in this head
If I continued down that path, I would probably end up dead
Takin' hard drugs for ten years before prescription meds
But suddenly I'm in your bed, takin' me to maccas late
Sleepin' all the time, movies, fuckin' everything was great
Feelin' all the butterflies like "thank you God", yes I'm blessed
Then what happened, when you walked in with the pregnant test
I was spinnin' out a bit, my dad had rushed out on me
So I never wanted kids but found out I'm about to be a father

[Chorus - BabyGee]

Won't you live my way just one time
I've been here all along
Can't you hear my voice, calling out
You left me on my own

[Verse 2 - Jay UF]

So you wanna be a mother?
I'd sit out back with Matt and I'd just think a little longer
Feel that feelin' gettin' stronger
I realise that I'm happy, as I let my mind wander
'cause I never thought I'd be a dad but now I guess I'm gonna
We go and do the blood test but I see the doc's eyes
He told us not to stress but I could tell that he was lyin'
The fetus was dyin', so after that we kept tryin'
This happened three times, a miscarriage, you were cryin'
I remember tellin' you that everything would work out okay
But no way did I know that anything would work out okay
The fifth time, little Cashy's growin' in your stomach
Remember how we called him 'Sticky' 'cause he lasted longer than the others?
Encouragin', make it from trimester to the next
Then he makes it to the third, right at the end, you're in your bed
Your monitor thing, I can see the beat on it, his heart's soft
I call the nurse, "come in before his heart stops!"
They're rushing for a caesar, I'm thinkin', 'fuck this ain't happenin''
Why does God hate us so bad? Let us just have it
People wonder why I wasn't rappin' no more
I got a private life too, yeah it was hard but no more
'cause once the doc's knife slices, little Cashy was born
And all our problems just vanished, from that moment were gone
And now nothin' else matters when I'm just writin' a song
And welcome you into the private life of mine in this song
That's it