Fate

[Verse 1]
If my body was in better shape
All the flaws I had erased
If I had a prettier face
Would I be a thought in your head?
If I had done things differently, would I have gotten that text?

[Refrain 1]
Somehow you didn't care about someone who loved you more
Than anyone you'll ever have, or anyone you had before

[Pre-Chorus]
I know that we can't be a thing
And I know how highly you're expecting
Maybe I'm not worthy enough
Of your love
Like the light
Fills the shade

[Chorus]
You fill my heart with grace
But also way too much pain
Tell myself it's stupid, fate
Is his face easier to remember?
As I'm drowning down your thoughts
I know that I'm not enough
(But did I ever ask for a lot?)

[Verse 2]
Learned all your favorite songs
Watched all your favorite shows
Seeked your validation with hope
All to convince myself you're not the compliment type
As I watched you be that way with other guys
You find someone more exciting
And you leave me behind
I promise I'm trying
But it's fine, the problem is I (I, I)

[Refrain 2]
Somehow you didn't care about someone who loved you more
Than anyone you'll ever have or anyone you had before
You knew how much I loved you
Yet you played with my fragile heart

[Pre-Chorus]
I know that we can't be a thing
And I know how highly you're expecting
Maybe I'm not worthy enough
Of your love
Like the light
Fills the shade

[Chorus]
You fill my heart with grace
But also way too much pain
Tell myself it's stupid, fate
Gave me signs of hope
Play my emotions, then you cut the rope
And you had me there
Cause you don't really care

[Outro]
Never thought you would do me like this
And I reminisce
'Bout the time we sat up on that hill
Really wish we stayed that way, still
Guess you're okay leaving us a memory
Just, please, say you'll remember me
And one day we'll go on those plans we made
I know that something has to change
Did we get lost somewhere along the way?
My thoughts and prayers can't fix the pain
'Cause we're falling down, and down again
And, oh, I know I can be selfish
But this is not the case
This is the story of how I loved helpless
Gave my all, then was easily replaced
For fucks sake