​fat fuck [nhs remix] [demo]

[Chorus]
Same old shit, just another day
I was in my head, feelin' dead, feelin' microwaved
I was on the strip with the kids playin' Simon Says
Henry jumped the bridge, would you do the same?
Same old shit, just another day
I was in my head, feelin' dead, feelin' microwaved
I was on the strip with the kids playin' Simon Says
Henry jumped the bridge, would you do the same?

[Verse 1]
Since the age of probably 5 or 6 the boy knew just how big he was
The kids in school would laugh at him and tell their friends to keep him shunned
Stare into the bathroom mirror, give himself a tummy tuck
He wishеd he knew exactly at that timе what the red lines was
Went into the beaches, why does mom want him to wear a shirt?
Slowly watched his mood start to progress into an introvert
How’s a kid in elementary supposed to burn the sins?
Henry would walk around with giant targets on his skin
Friends became an athlete, the boy would play around with friends
Strict limits to where he could travel didn’t help the quell the tens
Of pounds that he was gaining, outside it started raining
Home gym, was scared of spraining, real gym would keep complaining
So he ate and ate and ate and ate
Til’ only veggies on his plate
Stopped worrying ‘bout the weight
And fell short during every race
Until the lack of feelings turned to hate, it was fate
Why did Kate go leave the town? So the boy just drowned in the food he ate

[Chorus]
Same old shit, just another day
I was in my head, feelin' dead, feelin' microwaved
I was on the strip with the kids playin' Simon Says
Henry jumped the bridge, would you do the same?
Same old shit, just another day
I was in my head, feelin' dead, feelin' microwaved
I was on the strip with the kids playin' Simon Says
Henry jumped the bridge, would you do the same?

[Verse 2]
The boy finally had the freedom, and self-control
Summer ‘19 I really watched the food that I consoled in
A true diet, I really started to be Brian
I didn’t have to feel guilty when I was losing ‘bout 50
But 2 weeks of a pause stretched itself like flimsy fabric
The boy was starting to return to all his ways and habits
Internally with havoc, weigh his options, not himself
The diet cookbook on the shelf, go right back to hate himself
It didn’t help that Alayah died, he’d eat and then he’d go to cry
Have snacks right by the ready, he’d continue gettin’ heavy
Boom, his weight was now back right to where he had started
Doubt himself and doubt all of his work as an artist
That boy is me, I’m ashamed of where my life has gone
Hide my true identity behind the name of Henry Draw
Brian Ward is dead until the boy can make some changes
He’s incredibly in danger, 300 pounds ain’t painless

[Chorus]
Same old shit, just another day
I was in my head, feelin' dead, feelin' microwaved
I was on the strip with the kids playin' Simon Says
Henry jumped the bridge, would you do the same?
Same old shit, just another day
I was in my head, feelin' dead, feelin' microwaved
I was on the strip with the kids playin' Simon Says
Henry jumped the bridge, would you do the same?

[Outro]
Would you do the same?
Would you do the same?
No, oooh
(strip with the kids playin' Simon Says
Henry jumped the bridge, would you do the same?)