farfromit

She said my heart was cold like ice, i had to keep it froze
The way that life gone twist & turn had kept me on my toes
Got my back against the wall but all i see is gold
Even at my lowest, even in my deepest throes
They gone belittle me like uzi if i'm right or wrong
Called me a liar but i tell the truth in all my songs
Every word is hypocritical, it don't belong
If i kept fucking my head up wouldn't have made it long
Back alley, burner, this shit gone make somebody lean ov'
Tell it how it is, they don't understand just what i mean tho
Seen my nightmares turn to reality like meek mill
Drugs don't get me high, they make me forget how to be real
Had to leave my home to chase the dream, i took the green pill
Yea my money blue, but everything i see is green still
Altered my reality, i ain't chasing no cheap thrills
In the game i'm hungry for this shit, i need the king's meal
Reality gone actualize but i still feel i'm far from it
Everything is falling into place, but i'm so far from it
Everything could happen in a flash, am i far from it?
If we talking data and the likelihood, i'm far from it
Had to leave my dreams in the past, yeah i'm far from it
M-0-t-h posted in the lab, tatted on my stomach
I can't keep it realer than reality, i'm not above it
Watched my angels turn into my demons just like Lucy's plummet
7 years later, i'm still in it like i just started
Major difference is this time around i'm in it wholehearted
Had to face my fears and look within, i'm hitting all the targets
It takes a match to light a flame, so come and watch me spark it