Faraway

I rise up, in the evening
Watch the sunset on the hills
You ain't here, just me and myself
I crack a beer, maybe pop a pill
It's Friday night babe, or is it morning?
I don't know, cause time ain't real
I'm just a child out for a thrill
Just a boy with a void to fill

So help me baby, because I'm bleeding down inside
Been believing my own lies for way too long
I feel so far away
I just want for you to see
A stronger man inside of me
But he's been so gone
He's been so far away

It ain't easy being lonely
So at the start, you feel you're free
But after time, you find somebody
Who's there that listens to your stories
But she ain't right, she ain't you
Ain't no thing gonna change that babe
Just a boy with a void to fill
Just a child out for a thrill

So help me baby, because I'm bleeding down inside
Ben believing my own lies for way too long
I feel so far away
I just want for you to see
A stronger man inside of me
But he's been so gone
He's been so far away

Ain't nobody, there to tell me
How to navigate the pitfalls coming
And now my body, feeds on the searing pain of my withdrawals in love yeah
I'm inside, by the way
Ain't no love here

So help me baby, because I'm bleeding down inside
Been believing my own lies for way too long
I feel so far away
I just want for you to see
A stronger man inside of me
But he's been so gone
He's been so far away

Just a boy with a void to fill
Just a child out for a thrill