Far From Average

[Verse 1]
There’s a lot of things I gotta say to you
But can’t wear my heart on my sleeve
Its a little bit colder this summer don’t want it to freeze
What it is, like a hundred degrees
Some people get burnt in this heat
Will I face my demons or sleep
Only time will tell if I break
Only really wanna break through my mind
Cause it feel like I’m suffocating
Only need more patience I know
But I’m fucking sick of waiting, of course i’ve been ready to blow
I was like fuck money and fame
Now, I need that fasho'
But it feel like my dream is so distant
Cause I want it so instantly
Been doubting if it was meant to be
I know the devil keep testing me
I’m sipping on henny, I gotta go get it
These motherfuckas ain’t hipped to me
I’ve been hella focus tryna get this paper
You don’t really see the struggle in my eyes
I'm barely sleeping every single fuckin night
I guess I’m really getting closer to the light
And I ain’t taking no days off
I swear I'm a give it my all
Money not the only reason that I’m chasing
I don’t really wanna fall
I can feel the pressure getting heavy
While I’m elevating in the clouds
Lord save me from doubts

[Hook 2X]
I know you see me in the magazine
You think I’m living glamorous
But I ain’t living like that
Still I’m far from average

[Verse 2]
Every time I disappear
Gotta come back 10 times stronger
Cause they think I’m falling off but really don’t know whats up
Cause I've been working 24/7
Stressing about the paper
Really don’t know if I’m gon make it
But I am trusting in myself anyway
Don’t got no time for anybody that’s hating on me
Swear I’m a shine
And i really ain’t got no time to be wasting
I swear that this mine
Cause I’m sick of the people that's looking at me
Like I’m supposed to be the realest emcee right now
And maybe I am
But I wasn’t working hard enough when I was younger
Damn
Now look at me damn it, I’m 23
I know ain’t nobody as hot as me
I’m probably gon fuck up the game once I get in it
Yeah yeah
My flow gon' get crazy I promise just wait on it
I’ve been really at my lowest point
Money really got my attention
And I’m fucking this game up
But wanna know how long its gon take till I blow up
Fuck it I'm a just roll up
And blow smoke out my window
I’ve been living on a cloud these days
And I don’t plan to come down

[Hook 2X]
I know you see me in the magazine
You think I’m living glamorous
But I ain’t living like that
Still I’m far from average