Far Away

[Verse 1]
I got the thought of the summer in my mind
Walk down the streets in the middle of the night
Whole place to ourselves, it might as well be high tide
Remember at the shore when your burnt vape fried?
I suppose I should float far away
In my head, stuck in bed, watch myself decay
A vagabond, I'm doomed to wander 'cause I've gone astray
The pain inside, I'm feeling gutted like a fish filet
What do you know? I had to forego all I held inside
But you never knew, when I looked at you all I felt was pride
And now that it's over, still pray for your safety and they all be wondering why
I'm fragile, I'm broken so know that I care, I'm just not good at saying goodbye
But that was then and this is now and it's like still the same
The flame was snuffed, my dear beloved, it's such a fucking shame
Remember walking to your place soaked in the fucking rain?
The last I'd see you before I'm stepping on that lonely plane

[Bridge]
Fly alone, I'm going home
I left your town, I'm on my own
We came so far but now it's done
It's always night, won't see the sun

[Verse 2]
Honestly, wanna be deceased
"Suck it up, fucking punk", I'm just me
Tell myself, "Be a man, don't fucking speak"
Keep it in where I been and what I seen
Now I float in my bed, got no purpose
Sleeping in, staying up, feeling worthless
Giving up, can't give in, feeling nervous
Just my shell, all you see on the surface
Can't you see I'm doing my best?
Please ignore the effervescence
It's as good as mine what your guess is
Meds and cups and ghosts take your presence, uh