Fantasies

Last night
I saw myself in reflections from the light
Could not find my own face
Past times
I kept on going in spite of the bad times
Now that fire is fading

I might fall into the notion that I am bright
But you find my weakness
Tired eyes from work I do for you it's never right
So I'll find my own way

I'll change directions
These expectations take it all from me
No more deceptions
I can't go on living a fantasy anymore

I've tried to keep moving with no reward in sight
Pretending time stopped ticking
This lie has kept me wide awake at night
And it defies all reason

But I'll change directions
These expectations take it all from me
No more deceptions
I can't go on living a fantasy anymore

I can't go on living a fantasy
I can't go on living your fantasy anymore