Fantasia

[Verse]
A place of forgiveness
Suspension of oil and gas
We're left to fitness
A suit has been holding me back
I know it's a better [?] person
I know I try again if portals open
I'm in Berlin
My biggest crush before me and I burned it
I'm scared to see a doctor, I think I deserve it
I'm still learning
I do it everyday but is it worth it?
I hope that my sisters will read that I'm learning
I hope my decisions won't birth a new demon
The desert can hear me and knows I've been waiting
I know that's excite is just me and the curtain
I hope I'm forgiven for things I misspoken