Fancy Shoes

If i only had a brain, i wouldn't have gone insane
I wouldn't have said such stupid things
I'm grasping at straws up here, there's nothing between my ears
I'm scared of the silence it brings

I lost my family, i lost my friends
To falling branches and howling winds
I lost my home to inclement weather
I keep on clicking my heels together
But fancy shoes won't kick my blues away

If i only had a heart today, i'd pump the bad blood away
Put it in a box made of tin
I'd clean it out, oil it well, place it high upon a shelf
Never let it get hurt again

If i only had the nerve to find what i deserve
To seek what i'm after
There'd be sorrow no more, i'd let out a roar
I'd let out the laughter