Family Affair

[Intro]
I must have been away too long because my feelings are dead. I feel no remorse

[Verse One: Alexis Nicole]
Rookie named Applesauce
Ya'll know Stunna is the boss
First verse of my career
On the verge of breakin' a tear
Cause this is emotional
My rhymes'll leave you on the boat
Fleein' from the city
In the studio, my brother with me
Other brother locked up
Free Clip, even got a fresh cut
Oh2BDaMan on the beat
This whole family packin' heat

[Verse Two: Jernigan]
And if I cried two tears for her
That would be my greatest fear, my greatest horror
She saved my life, she also ruined it
She inspired me before I knew the bit
When I'm depressed I grab my Shady album
It helps me cope and prevents me from poppin' a valium
Plus bein' in the studio kept me off the streets
They put a mic in my hand and I gave up my heat
But on the other hand, hip-hop tore apart my life
The success of a man will bring upon much lies
Same niggas I used to beef wit sayin' "Stunna's alright"
She even landed me in jail for three nights
So it is a love-hate relationship
Rhymes, I am made of it
But it's toxic
I'm addicted to bein' in the booth but I am not sick
Rap is something I will ever give up
Even though Chief Keef got me sayin' what's up?
With hip-hop lettin' all this whackness in
If I die please tell my next of kin
To raise my kids the correct way
Not on Trinidad Jame$ but on Snoop and Dre
If you ain't in the spotlight then you are not skilled
And that's a bigger lie than the Casey Anthony deal
Please Ms. Hip-hop tell me this ain't really how you feel
I don't even care anymore
You can have her we all know hip-hop is a whore