falsestarts

[Intro]
That's so dogshit

[Verse]
Zay told me to take it easy, I been running from my problems at hand
And why the numbers only bother the fan when shit's hitting and I'm comfortable and lost in the winds?
Six minutes on my watch, tick-ticking, I can feel the pressure coming to me
I'm just wishing I could heal, but then I'm numb and losing grip before I am as a person
My mother's word to me keeps sticking to the planet
Disserting, there rests some dirt between her scars
And then my dreams up in the Mercury and Mars
I been surfing me the stars I was worth asleep
And they were never catching me
And then I woke up out of breath and bed is sweaty
My head next to the machete thinking "Shit is getting colder, man, I must say"
And when I'm done, I'll let the rust break
But for fuck's sake, the bit is never over, it's a tough day
Sober as I can be, clovering my hands
Keep staring at these walls thinking that they're getting closer, deep paranoia calls
Sink and covered in the ocean
Leap Erickson, my hair has been embedded, shave my lungs black
Heroin and thumbtacks tearing down the clump
Bad parenting was never what I knew up in my youth
But bad character was setting and it grew and nothing's new, man
Arrogant and stupid, that's a fair assessment, you can care less
I been worn down more than a pair of sketchers
Fuck with me and I'll try to get back to you
And I can't act a fool and try again
I'm black and blue but smiling
How's your stupid life been?
That's too aggressive, though
If he keeps on ticking, I'll be strangling this metronome
This shit is getting colder, damn
Damn

[Outro]
Zero seconds
Cancel, fuck it, pause, seven, two, seven, fuck it
*Cough*
*Cough*
I just got high...
And I'm gonna stick my dick in a trash can
Pause, seven, fuck it
No I'm not
That'd be...
That's be, that'd be fucking..
Never mind
That'd be fucking stupid
Why would I put my dick in a trash can?
That would just be stupid
Stupid, stupid, stupid