False Wishes

I wanna live in the clouds, all alone
So I don't, have to think, to myself, what I should have known
All along

I know the person I could talk to is gone now
But I know, that I wish, you we're around
And I miss, the little times we kept in touch, I guess I never realized I cared so much

And I know, that it has to get better
Despite this cold and lonely weather
You know my heart won't stop even if we don't talk anymore, I'll keep my heart off the floor

(Instrumental)

Could I have done it differently?
Would it be better than you had hoped for
I find myself just asking why I think so much
About losing this

And if I just let it get me
Will I finally let it go
I know that's how it works
But I have to let this show
And I know I have to learn
That it's my fault
Or maybe I just
Have to fall apart

And I know, that it has to get better
Despite this cold and lonely weather
You know my heart won't stop even if we don't talk anymore, I'll keep my heart off the floor

(fading in)
Heart off the floor
I'll keep my heart off the floor

(fading out)
Could I have done it differently?
Would it be better than you had hoped for
I find myself just asking why I think so much