False Starts

Tomorrow is today
I never thought the time would come
When I would figure out
Just how to make myself belong

Turns out that life was made for living
In fact, it comes as a surprise
I'll find a way to mess this up again
Turns out I never even tried

No heart, no future
I think I'll waste away
In time, with purpose
I'll count down every day

Woke up at 6 AM
And tried to push these thoughts away
When will I figure out?
We'll count down stories 'til the end

False starts
No ending