Falling out

Falling out through the thought of it
Could I call you now to talk through it?
Like are you down for the end of this?
You and I together
Regret saying we would last forever
Oh but how could I forget her?
So many things I couldn't give up
Baby I would die for you
Nights that I cried for you
Like what do I have left to lose?
Covered in scars and heavy bruises

Like what is wrong with I?
Is it a fear of god?
And the more I try
It just seems to get lost

Find my way in a mess I made, in my dreams, I weep
Everything's okay is what I say, but my scars run deep
Where are you now?
Whenever I am alone
Like why now
Do you have to go home?
Ghost town
With a singular rose
Its a signal of hope

Sadly, you flood my brain
Maddie, don't be afraid
To show your face
To gods wraiths