Falling

[Intro: Sin Rip & Tha Roka]
What, where was I?
The fuck you talking about man? Nah, where the fuck were you, huh?

[Verse 1: Tha Roka]
Where you were when I fell apart crumbling?
In the dark my wounds are bleeding with the falls like a waterpark
I'm fighting hard, I need a break
I've given you my all, how much more you gonna take?
'Cause 2017 left my whole world shook
Said goodbye to my sister for the last time it took
Every single muscle I had to maintain
But her death hit me harder than a fucking freight train
I got issues, baby face I miss you
Tell your coochiе when I get up therе I'm gonna kiss you
Sad he's going to say goodbye to the butterflies
I am heartless, my life is a lullaby
No one hear with me, I beat myself up
Scars everywhere, it's got enough to fill a damn cup
I got a bone to pick, where’d the fuck you go?
You ran away and let the demons ransack my soul

[Chorus]
Where were you when was I falling?
Screaming to you from this empty place
But you weren't there to help me
Through this pain I live with every day

[Verse 2: Sin Rip]
Where were you when I was tryna get my mind right?
Mentally defeated and tying a rope tight
Man, I feel blessed at times, and other times I wish I woulda just died tonight
'Cause everything after that was a heartache
I'm battlin' with situations that will make the darkest heart faint
Shit, I got scars for days and everybody wonder why I hate the world today
'Cause you pissed me off so when I set it off
I'm the angry black man with a Molotov
He ignites it quickly like the Holocaust
I just want five to ten minutes
With the man that I once called a violent pigger
You was a bitch then, you're a bitch now
You have a grandson, he won't come around
Unless you dead in the ground with a stiff frown
Leave flowers where you lay
Maybe then I'll smile

[Chorus]
Where were you when was I falling?
Screaming to you from this empty place
But you weren't there to help me
Through this pain I live with every day