Falling

[Hook: Demetrius]
God forgive me for cussin'
Cussin' while I'm praying shit
Forgive me for fussing while I'm saying this
Forgive my mother for laying with a man who ain't shit
Then for having us that she can't even afford
I'm praying to the Lord
(I don't) I don't want to live in poverty no more
I'm on the floor, falling, I'm far crying rich, but I'm ballin'

[Verse 1: Demetrius]
I can't call it, not even Siri can call it, I'm clearly a target
In my hardship, I'm weary, lethargic and weak
In fear of being [?], dearly departed so don't stand near me I'm falling
But I'm dreaming of falling asleep
But my memory's haunted by demonic enemies and it's these demons that slaughtered the sheep
The sheep that I'm trying to count when I'm trying to get to caught up on Zzz's these demons I'm trying to defeat
But they keep swinging at me and leaving me with a black eye
And that's why you see me with a mark of a beast
If you don't feel me then you clearly don't go straight
You look both ways like these people that's crossing the street
I'm sick of doing bad, we make songs like "Broke Ass Nigga" and "Poor Swagg"
To let you know that we endured that, but I ain't goin' back
I'll go jack my dear ol' dad before I go for that

[Verse 2: Julius]
Marily, marily, life is but a bitch
A bitch I fell for, fell right into a ditch
Look, I just want hope, after I fell from the womb
I hit the streets that I shattered until I grew up broke
I want my moms out the hood even if I gotta stay here
I over paid dues, I need a re-bait, shit, how many dues I gotta pay here?
Man I can't think straight
Feel like someone's [?] fuels from my [?] tank
They hate to see my kind sword like an [?] that's an eye sore
But I got a son I wanna provide for
He didn't come from my sperm, I didn't have to lay down for his life to form
But I'd lay down my life for him
He didn't come from my sperm, I didn't have to lay down for his life to for him
But I lay down my life for him

[Hook: Demetrius]
God forgive me for cussin'
Cussin' while I'm praying shit
Forgive me for fussing while I'm saying this
Forgive my mother for laying with a man who ain't shit
Then for having us that she can't even afford
I'm praying to the Lord
(I don't) I don't want to live in poverty no more
I'm on the floor, falling, I'm far crying rich, but I'm ballin'

[Verse 3: Kenny]
A nigga so poor I gotta save up to be broke
Somehow every day I stay puffin' tree though
I ain't really in it for the fame, just the c-notes
Which I will obtain cause they can't fuck with me though
I don't have anything I'm the poorest nigga
I can't give anything I can't afford to give up
They say "wow", they won't quit
Empty bowels, no shit
Niggas better get out the way
Pessimistic bitches better get out my face
I got bread to make
This isn't a character I'm trying to portray
Was young, can't handle it with no change in my poor tray
This isn't a character I'm trying to portray
Was young, can't handle it with no change in my poor tray

[Hook: Demetrius]
God forgive me for cussin'
Cussin' while I'm praying shit
Forgive me for fussing while I'm saying this
Forgive my mother for laying with a man who ain't shit
Then for having us that she can't even afford
I'm praying to the Lord
(I don't) I don't want to live in poverty no more
I'm on the floor, falling, I'm far crying rich, but I'm ballin'

[Verse 4: Dice]
No plan B, my only focus is rap
All my eggs in one basket, I'm just hoping they hatch
I'm sick of talking about the struggle, I'm just quoting them facts
Whenever I went through shit I always wrote it in raps
It's hard to suppress anger when you a nigga in my position
I'm pissed but I hold it in cause I ain't got a pot to piss in
I'm running out of hope, I'm running out of luck
I'm running out of patience, I'm running out of fucks
Julius told me I should drink some Booze
But I feel like I'm performin' at the Apollo, last thing I need is Booze
Ken told me to spark some green to be at a peaceful mood
But gettin' green from platinum and gold is the only thing that can ease my blues
Ken told me to spark the green to be at a peaceful mood
But gettin' green from platinum and gold is the only thing that can ease my blues