Falling

I'm fucking up and fighting but I'm trying to get it right
Tired of the bluffin' and I'm tired of the fights
Tired of just going at it every fucking night
I'm feeling like The Weeknd I been blinded by your light
Blinded by your light, got your picture on my right
While you sleeping on my left and I gotta catch a flight
But I'm wishing you the best cause you better than the rest
And I've never been impressed by the women and the sex
But she open up her mind, tell me what's inside
That's the shit I like, talking about life
What I been through and the places that I'm hеaded
Talk about my vision and the way that ima get it
Shе told me that's it's dangerous and I'm borderline obsessing
When you struggle how I struggle you get used to living desperate
You get used to living reckless, ima get it how I get it
Give a fuck who gets offended, ima chase it till my ending, bitch

Well now really when we go back into falling in love, and say, it's crazy
Falling
You see? We don't say "rising into love" there is in it, the idea of the fall
And it goes back, as a matter of fact, to extremely fundamental things
You see, for all life is an act of faith and an act of gamble
The moment you take a step, you do so on an act of faith because you don't really know that the floor's not going to give under your feet

Chasing it, chasing it, chase the bag, huh
Deep down she know I admire that, huh
She walked through my head now she running laps, huh
Running laps and she inspire raps, huh
Inspire raps, smoking that fire pack
Lose her then buy her back
Love I think trying that
Might be the option, the answer to solve all my problems
Think that I want it, okay then I got it
I got it, I got it, treat her like a goddess
I wanna be honest not focus on music and stacking up profit
But this is my muse and I'm nothing without it
Nothing without it, she say that she love me I'm starting to doubt it
Getting real jaded she's upset about it
She said I'm growing and changing and sprouting
And she don't want me to go do it without her