Falling

[Verse 1]
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my sanity
I'm losing my faith I'm losing my way I'm numb to reality
I'm broken inside my hope has just died it divided the family
It's dawning on me that the whole of my life might be nothing but vanity

What's the point in living life today
What's the point in living life this way
You either die young or you live long enough to watch the ones you love all pass away

It's hard to be sober in a world of pain
Just to have you back I'll give it all away
I miss you a lot so i yell your name
And I cry some night's mostly when it rains

You were gone too soon if you ask me
But the whole life that you lived was exactly
How we should live so i know that it can't be
That death had strings attached like arachnids

Is there someone to talk to does somebody care
I'm stuck in my head and I'm trapped with my fears
When I call or I scream are you there will you hear
When I'm reaching for help who'll save me from my tears

[Chorus]
I'm falling I'm falling again
I'm losing I'm losing my way
Everything that I knew is a lie
I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling

[Verse 2]
You don’t see that I'm working, you don't see that I'm trying
You don't see that I'm hurting, you only see that I'm smiling
You see that you're laughing in public but in private I'm crying
You don't see that I've lost all hope and I'm dying in silence

There's no one to talk to cuz nobody cares
I'm trapped in my head all alone with my fears
Calling and screaming but nobody hears
Reaching for help and I'm drowning in my tears

That's when I feel like I'm falling again
Losing my grip falling back to the pain
Clothing my skin with the fabric of shame
And all of my nightmares are starting again

I feel lost in life, Or like I've lost in life
Like I lost at everything that I thought was life
This dark night's too long and I won't survive
Everyone around gives the worst advice

Is there someone to talk to does somebody care
I'm stuck in my head and I'm trapped with my fears
When I call or I scream are you there will you hear
When I'm reaching for help who'll save me from my tears

[Chorus]
I'm falling im falling again
[Lights will find you]
I'm losing I'm losing my way
[Lights guide you]
Everything that I knew is a lie
[Lights will find you]
I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling
[Lights guide you]

Lights will find you
Lights guide you