Falling asleep on my dreams

[Verse 1] (first person)
What do I do
Over and over
Hit in my feelings
I'm kinda numb now
Man I've succumbed to the realness
Fell in love with my demons
I need me something for dreaming
But now that hurts to believe in
Cause I've been working
Working for leeches who pledge a worthless allegiance
Inside I'm screaming
I'm pinching pennies to eat with
I had a fire deep inside
It left me
Burnt and then weakened
I've kept the purest of secrets
The pain was buried in lesions
Man my problems
The stuff i do
It all lead to stern disagreements
With all the people close
As I just yearn for achievement
I can confirm I'm in need of some happiness to be frequent
I'm mid-experiment, but see I'm lacking a thesis
I hope you see me for me
So I'm in stitches and seamless
A neurological genius
Appreciations been fleeting
I'm living life without meaning
I've been implanted with a gift
To grow a tree that is seedless
To lose it's leaves in a sequence
I wish I would be strong
But timing is my weakness

[Hook]
I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

[Verse 2] (second person)
I wake up in the morning
Man it's 4 am
I look around
I pace a while
Yo it's crazy
Man this place is wild
I'm thinking how did I make it here?
(how'd i make it)
I hate to sound crazy
But I grew up in a trailer \
Let me take a moment here to tell you how it was for me
A kid who's sitting all alone
Drawing in a book
I think the way my life would be if I had money
Man it's funny
See I thought that having money was the key to solving everything
But it ain't
(it ain't)
See people take advantage of you every day
Take everything
It makes your friends see you different
It makes them change
They all turn to snakes
Living with it man
I'm so afraid of losing everything
I'm spending it all
I need to save
I only wanted us to work
So we could find a way
To find a place to live
To see that all the bills are paid
But people think
Because you make a little money they can take it all away
(take it all away)
But fuck
It isn't theirs to take
(isn't theirs to take)
I hate to say it
But my family is all I got
Cause all the haters hate to see me trying
They hat to see me achieving my dream
Yeah i may be stuck on this one girl
So what
She's the only one I trust
Oh my god I'm getting sick
I'm feeling like giving up
I made a living off my life
But fuck it's getting tough
Man if I'm dreaming
Can somebody come and wake me up?
I wanna help the ones I love
But fuck I never make enough

[Hook:first person]
I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

[Verse 3: first person]
That's it
, I don't care if I see tomorrow
(i don't care)
This alcohol is getting so much easier to swallow
Debt increases
As I borrow credit cards
When debit fails
My whole life is fucking sorrow
When I win I take the L but listen
Damn, they deny the intent
They try to lie to my face
So that I'll buy their expense
And then in time circumvent
They redefine common sense
I try to rap the truth
It seems that only lies will pay the rent and man
Women are mad
Because they feel entitled
They want my judgement without seeking trials
They get sad when they don't feel the title
Yet they ant got a bible
Admittedly they're living in denial
Relationships their new religion
The internet is their bible
So when the time comes
I'll be gone
I'm calling it quits
You'll see
It's time for me to move on
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

[Hook: first person]
I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams