​falling apart

[Intro: Kurtis]
You wouldn't change for me, change for me
So how come I'm the one in pain, the one in pain
Fuck you

[Chorus: aftrr!]
Our love is falling apart
No I don't wanna make amends
And I knew right from the start
The love between us would end
You left me right in the dark
No I don't wanna be your friend
No I don't wanna restart
I think I'd rather be dead
Yeah
Think I'd rather be dead
Don't wanna see you again
Fuck you and all of your friends
Don't wanna see all your texts
Messages I left on read
Don't care how long that its been
Pop bottles, down some more gin

[Verse 1: aftrr!]
Woah woah ah, woah woah
Yeah I hate that I've been missing you
Wish I wasn't into you
Details that I never knew
Saw you with some other dude
Wish I never loved you
Yeah I'm wishing that I hated you
All the time I spent with you
Did it really mean nothing at all
Tryna find someone new
But honestly I just can't move on
I been running out of things to say
I think it's overdue
Open up my messages
I see your name like what to do

[Verse 2: Kurtis]
She put a pill in my hand
She said lets take it together
Yeah I was told that she can see my pain
And make me feel better
She put her head on my chest
Laying down in the grass
She's showin me a couple things
I never knew I once had
Like how you do it?
Watchin her do her magic
She put my mind into a trance
Put a gun up to my head, let me go
I wish I heard how she felt
Know I didn't do well
She couldn't take me at my worst
No she don't deserve my best

[Bridge: aftrr!]
At the party we were tongue tied
Barely knew your name
But I knew I'd see u more than one night
Now I'm sittin here thinkin that without you I could die
I'm so tired of fuckin falling in love
This shit is suicide

[Chorus: aftrr!]
Our love is falling apart
No I don't wanna make amends
And I knew right from the start
The love between us would end
You left me right in the dark
No I don't wanna be your friend
No I don't wanna restart
I think I'd rather be dead
Yeah
Think I'd rather be dead
Don't wanna see you again
Fuck you and all of your friends
Don't wanna see all your texts
Messages I left on read
Don't care how long that its been
Pop bottles, down some more gin

[Outro: aftrr!]
And no matter what I say, oh
You have no reason to stay, oh
I close my eyes and see your face, oh
Know I'll love u forever, oh