Falling 4 strangers

[Verse]
Tell me what you feel
Don't give a fuck about myself
Sleeping with the reaper
Tryna die inside my house
I am getting sick of always calling out for help
And being shut down
Know she’s bad for my health

I just made such a mess
Cause I'm way too obsessed
U were mine to possess
Cause that's what we always said
Falling for strangers again
Cause I hate all my friends
All the money that I spend
Goes to numbing myself for a sec

I really wish that I could hurt you
But I still feel like I need you
To exist in my world
Want to call you my girl
If I said that I loved you then I must’ve meant it
Cause I don't throw that word around with just any

I blame everyone
For fucking my trust
And even myself
I can't trust me around
Cause I think about death more than anything else
I don't live in the world they've been talking about

[Refrain]
Tell me what you feel
Don't give a fuck about myself
Sleeping with the reaper
Tryna die inside my house
I am getting sick of always calling out for help
And being shut down
Know she's bad for my health

I just made such a mess
Cause I'm way too obsessed
U were mine to possess
Cause that’s what we always said
Falling for strangers again
Cause I hate all my friends
All the money that I spend
Goes to, yeah