Fallen

I lay here
No one by my side
Mind gone away
My body is dormant
Weightless my thoughts
My dreams now just blots
The endless wave of fear
Knowing the end is very near
Waiting for my time
Hoping ill be fine
Wanting this to be quick
Dying from being sick
The reaper calling my name
Laying here in shame
My life was just a lie
Now its my time
My breath is fading
My visions dimming
Am I fucking dying
Waiting for my time
Hoping I'll be fine?
Wanting this to be quick
Dying from being sick
The reaper he calls my namе
My life was just a lie
Now its time to diе
Now its time to die
I’m mentally shot
Fucking going dark
Leaving behind pain
But gaining more shame