Fall To You

Driving west in my mind
Scheduling time to meet my fame
Reaching your home
A foreign city that my first love forfeits, too

Now I'm round here losing faith
In my own strength that cannot wait
It’s not just sometimes you appear
My obsession for to hear

Arriving all too soon
Into humbling stares of sane perspective
Shutting out any words
That could penetrate my wall of truth

I find safety in my fear
Hope whispers courage in my ear
While I deny immortal love
To feed on strangers

But I know that I could never fall to you
Every day I feel my spirit become new
And as bitter as the taste may sometimes be
I know that I could never fall to you

Leaving unwillingly
With mixed emotions straddling high
Now I can only look back
To the crutches that I'm now walking without

And I know blind I could find you
For I know this is what I need
And as unfaithful as I've been
I know this is what I need

But I know that I could never fall to you
Every day I feel my spirit become new
And as bitter as the taste may sometimes be
I know that I could never fall to you