​fall in line

[Intro]
(tennis)
I've watched men I look up to
Sit down and fall in line
She loves to watch me lose
Baby, kick back and watch the fire

[Verse]
Burning again, got too close, what the fuck I expect?
Every time I convince myself all this shit different
I end up right back on my back somehow
That's why I like the desert, it's empty
My momma said nothing was plenty when we lost our house
And I haven't felt comfortable since, so I guess it make sense
Why I left you for dead to feel еmpty instead
Because anything еlse is a shot to the head for me
Especially empathy, I hate my tendencies
You know that I'll love you forever even if I don't tell you
You know this shit stressing me out
Gotta tell you that booking a show
Or your name on a sweatshirt is nothing to feel special about
You can have all this love and attention I got
I don't want it, I'm sorry I'm letting you down