FALL

[Chorus: Kanina]
I'm trying to withhold those tears yet they fall
Frank said boys do cry and that is true
Feeling so weak but I'm standing tall
I guess I'm strong, the truth is I'm screwed

[Verse 1: Tiad Hilm]
I need that last bottle of beer
To hide my feeling yet againts my fear
Even I'm colorblind, my vision is clear
Guard my heart, it's the last frontier
You can't please everybody and that's okay
Now I'm mature enough to acknowledge that
The blackest night and the brightest day
While I'm doing this, I'm not doing that
I feel like I don't wanna look back at my past
'Cause the worst thing is the memories remain intact
Two years have passed and nothing has changed
My mind grows weary and I have not aged
Because the internet, I have more friends
But what's the meaning of a friend if it has to end?
Or a so-called lover which we never relay
Our fears and insecurities, our day-to-day
Or the parents that never really support us
Is it our fault to make them treat us that way?
Or the lack of communication that we never discuss
Then I believe we never asked to be born anyway
People change, people remain
Trust no one, keep that in mind
I'm moving from this place, I'm onto that
Don't you worry about me, I'm not dead yet
I've thrown away those suicidal thoughts
I'm happy as I am and still connecting the dots
Even when I'm sad, I'm not crying anymore
I lied to you a lot, just look at the last bar
And I see every shattered pieces until I'm bored
But on afterthought, I need this last cigar

[Chorus: Kanina]
I'm trying to withhold those tears yet they fall
Frank said boys do cry and that is true
Feeling so weak but I'm standing tall
I guess I'm strong, the truth is I'm screwed

[Verse 2: COSMICBURP]
Sometimes I feel like I'm disturbed
Sometimes I feel like my lips burnt
Trying to see the larger picture
Figures out, I'm not the figure
Outsold my deed just to please 'em
Faking my life in moniker
Rashes all over pop blister
I need something more biblical
Now listen I gotta realize
Read 'em out loud, gotta feed 'em right
All we know that my ego
Need time to reload, wherever it go
They say it's time to relocate
But I want to reciprocate
Everything they have given
Gotta make it all even
No one can save me, throw some mess at me
No one can save me, throw some mess at me
Call your majesty, draw the fantasy, break promise like Eva Cassidy
No catastrophe could make it worse
Destroy all the curse, quench the fire and thirst

[Refrain: COSMICBURP]
But sometimes, I still wondering
Nobody would save me from the fire
Through the wire
Keep the same enemy
The same energy
Still wondering

[Chorus: Kanina]
I'm trying to withhold those tears yet they fall
Frank said boys do cry and that is true
Feeling so weak but I'm standing tall
I guess I'm strong, the truth is I'm screwed