Fall

[Verse 1]
I think I found my main obsession
Used to be hard for me to confess it
Is it the seasonal depression
Or have I lost all my direction
So sick of forced expression
Don't claim you know me by impressions
Y'all got some real fucked up perceptions
I'm really trying to get better
But here I am again, no sleep
Fucked up at 7am, congested, and I can
Hardly breathe but

[Verse 2]
Hey
At least I'm self aware
But I still can't fucking care
I'll suffocate in silence
Cause you don't gotta deal with my despair
I'm on a never ending journey trying to love myself
I use the substances to cope, it can't be good for my health
But I ain't ready to give it up yet
But what if I got no choice to progress
Self sabotage is my best friend
Is he sticking around until the end

[Verse 3]
So many hearts keep breaking all around me
I know I'm not the man my mama wanted me to be
But it's okay I'm fine with that
All lies, cause I ain't really fine with that
Mama had to watch her son jump off of the deep end
And now she gotta watch while he try to crawl back

[Verse 4]
Da-Da, Da-Da
Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
Da-Da, Da-Da
Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
I'm lost in thought
I'm overthinking it all
I dove too deep
Hope I can break my fall

[Outro]
Da-Da, Da-Da
Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
Da-Da, Da-Da
Da-Da-Da-Da