Fall

[Verse 1]
Every day is looking bright but every night is looking dark.
I can see it in the sky, I can feel it in my heart.
I'm so tired but can't sleep, I'm so hungry but can't eat
I get glad but I can't smile, I get sad but I can't cry.
It don't really feel the same. I been changing every day,
I've been making some mistakes. I hate when I awake,
The scars I have on my wrist and the empty look on my face.
But that's not me and I know it, That's probably why I'm focused
My options keep expanding, But I just keep on closing
The doors that been surrounding. I sleep and then I drown
In the sounds of my own thoughts, and I die, then I wake up.
And I try, to feel the sun, say goodbye and then I run, and I'm gone.