Fall Apart

[Chorus]
My mind is still, my heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart
My mind is still, my heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart

[Verse 1]
Yeah, listen, yeah
Hey got a gun in my mouth I won't take it out
Until the pain goes away I just wanna shout
I just wanna scream, I hope it's a dream
I hope in a dark world theres a place for me
So many teens, wanna die; Why?
Contemplating suicide
I wanna be the voice in their minds
To let them know I love 'em and they're one of a kind, yes
I look in the mirror my stress gets bigger
Wonder what would happen if I ever pull the trigger
I drank too much liquor and fucked up my liver
The tears fall down, my lips begin to quiver
I shiver, I'm freezing, fightin' my demons
Trying to get 'em off and they know all of my weakness
Took away my purpose, left with no reason
Left me beat and not able to change the seasons, yes

[Bridge]
Where you at bitch, what the hell you want from me
My soul is safe, though the devil always longs for me
You may scare me but you can't have me
He hates my smile so I'm tryin' to be happy

[Chorus]
My mind is still, my heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart

[Verse 2]
Hey, yeah
What the hell is up?
Why am I still up?
What is in my cup?
Why do I feel stuck?
Why do I feel torn?
Crown is made of thorns
Words that cut me deep, letters made of swords
Come here worried let me spit in your face
Go until my stress is about to catch a case
I'ma take it out first lap of the race
Nothin' left behind go and try and find a trace
I smoke weed, yeah, keep your pills
I take blunts to the face when I'm in my feels
Not trapped in the lights I'm minding the hills
Only sober thing I know to do is to shut up and chill
I'ma drive fast I'ma live slow
I'ma get it while I'm young and Ima die old
I'ma beam myself up, I got high hopes
I don't wanna be another life on the tightrope

[Chorus]
My mind is still, my heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart
My mind is still, my heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart
My mind is still, my heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart