Faker With Lyrics

EXE:
My past stays
But my heart is gone
All I want
Was
To confide in someone
I want it all to
Stop
Just
So I can see

Was I weak?!
What did I seek?!
WAS IT ALL MY FAULT
THAT THEY JUST
TURNED THEIR
BACKS ON ME?!
I just let it be
Cuz if I spoke out
I'd be
A FREAK!

YET I'M STANDING!
STUCK HERE WATCHING
ALL THOSE LIVING
LIFE WITHOUT ME!
I wanted good
But
Misunderstood
THEY THREW ME OUT!
LEFT ME
TO DROWN!

Maybe
I'm the monster
They all wanted of me
Now I'm
Forced to sit
And ponder
Why's my past blurred?
Have I
Become the Faker?

Question the Curator
WHY AS I THE MONSTER?!
WHY AM I STILL LEFT
UN-FOSTERED?!
Think not twice
Embrace the horrors
Of the mind
And yearn
For them all whom have
Been damned
By the storyteller's
Hand

The first and final
Chapter of
My story
Close thе book
It's now
Done