Fake Happiness

The wool neatly raps together, it forms perfect the first time
But as time goes on and on and on you start to notice the decline
And it hurts when you know your thunder is coming to crash your house
And there's no escape from anywhere it messed up my own estate
What would happen if I took a trip far away? forget everyone I knew and went far away
Is there a place I can go where I don't know anybody?
I realise wherever I go there's injustice, So what's good for me in this moment
I'm better off here, living in my own self fear

Fake Happiness
They tell their fears, they tell their worries but it won't come out of me
Fake Happiness
They speak uneasy, they speak to quickly, but it's too dark for me
Fake Happiness
They tell their fears, they tell their worries but it won't come out of me
Fake Happiness
They speak uneasy, they speak too quickly, but it's too dark for me

The passion that goes inside a mind of mine, would surprise you when you think I am nice all the time
Before the bullet hits my soul I was a lost little bar of gold
But as time goes by the gold gets dusty and rusty and ultimately breaks
It ultimately breaks

Fake Happiness
They tell their fears, they tell their worries but it won't come out of me
Fake Happiness
They speak uneasy, they speak to quickly, but it's too dark for me
Fake Happiness
They tell their fears, they tell their worries but it won't come out of me
Fake Happiness
They speak uneasy, they speak too quickly, but it's too dark for me

More often I lie to people when I say I'm ok
More often I say it's fine
Before you know it, you go and blow it
You're last chance to say your feelings, to remember your presence but it don't feel like it's there
Not even close

Just a small hidden emotion hiding behind loads of dust so why do I go back there?
Because I have hope my writing will free all of these doubts and make me feel like there's no point

But it's too dark for me
But it's too dark for me
But it's too dark for me
But it's too dark for me