- fake 2 smiles

[Intro:]
" the greatest trick the devil ever pulled, was convicing people he didn't exist. "

[Verse 1:]
What the fuck is up? I’m still stuck with myself
I’ve been crying to myself hopin I can get some help
And I ruined everything, ruined every part of my past
I ruined things that should’ve stayed but never fucking last
I hate myself for it and for everything I do
I’d blow my brain, I’d slit my wrists, forget about what u knew
I’m sick of letting everyone down, put myself to sleep
I’m sick of making promises I’ll never fucking keep
I don’t feel anything, I feel like I’m nothing
Only when I’m dead that’s when I’ll be something

[Chorus:]
All alone in a rain of tears
Full of long, regretted years
Full of fake smiles, full of fake friends
Cut myself and show my ends
Suicide makes so much sense
All the pain is too intense
Wil I die? I have suspense
My mind, is just way too dense

[Verse 2:]
I still want my dreams to go and come true
I’ll blow my brains out, nothing else I can do
U can hate on me, that shit will never slow me down
Stay back in ur lane bitch I’ll keep my fuckin crown
I had to do it and I had to do it on my own
TBX we in this bitch and we always do a show
Stars watch me, soon I’ll be one of them
I don’t like movin on cause I hate to see the end
I’m still lost and I’m still tryna find a way
I’m still having suicidal thoughts like every fucking day

[Chorus:]
All alone in a rain of tears
Full of long, regretted years
Full of fake smiles, full of fake friends
Cut myself and show my ends
Suicide makes so much sense
All the pain is too intense
Wil I die? I have suspense
My mind, is just way too dense (x2)

[Verse 3:]
I think of suicide on a daily, shit phases me
I’m not okay and I won’t be, can’t u fucking see?
What’s the point in waking up, if I’m gonna fall apart?
What’s the point in loving myself if I have no heart?
I spoke to the reaper, hope he visits me soon
How do I live & push thru, what the fuck do I do?